I don’t care if you get together with someone. I won’t be jealous. I don’t even care if you have sex with a guy again to punish yourself. I will not be hurt because I don’t care. Not anymore.
Don’t take her away from me. Even though I completely hate her and I am hurt I still want her. Although nothing is your fault I’m afraid you’re ruining everything. I want her to be mine, dedicated to me like I’m the only person that exists in her life. Her attention for you makes me hate you too. And she’s mad at me for saying mean things about you. She defends you but she doesn’t realise I only hate you because of her.